Thursday, December 29, 2005
Liars and Cheaters
here's the real kick in the pants...he wants to stay friends with me! But a friendship based on lies is no friendship at all. Without trust, that type ( or any type really) of relationship dies off pretty quickly.
What happens when you don't water a garden? It dies.
Thursday, December 22, 2005
Shackles raised
For example, lets look at dating. If I see a comely young (or not young) lad, can I walk up to him and tell him? Not at all! I'll content myself with watching. If you never expose yourself to failure, in that you can be successful. But then you live a hollow life, filled only with "might have beens" and "if only's".
Each fear is a link in the chain. Each failure is a key, turning the lock.
How long is your chain?
Monday, October 31, 2005
All Hallow's Eve
Monday, October 10, 2005
Until from Dreaming wakes
How very "Zen" this moment is; since I have no future to dream about, I can live wholly in the moment. But is the clarity of the moment worth sacrificing a vision of the future?
And then I wonder, does scripting my thoughts into the written word shape my current state of affairs and then make it mundane? Have I hollowed out my life and made it into a paltry shade of what it could be? Instead of dreaming, I write.
Friday, September 09, 2005
Toe the line
But recently, I have seen too many step back, or just toe that line of acceptable worth, when they should be striding across it and leaving it behind. Is this new temerity simply a sign of the times? Are we as a people becoming reluctant to approach greatness? Maybe.
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Future on Hold
I'm not arrogant enough to wish to travel back to the past. Think of how many mistakes you could make, irreparably harming the future. Or would it be harm? Your future would then change...and the events leading you travelling might not happen, would you then become "stuck" in the past? Bend your brain around that conundrum. Would you even realize that you had done it? Or would you just start to flow with the movement of time, breathing your way into the future, without even knowing?
Friday, July 29, 2005
Aging embarassment, or lack thereof
I have seen too many giggling coeds down at the local watering holes, pushing on each other as they hunt for an available male. All I can think when I see those predatory girls is: How embarassing! To totally subsume my personality into the social expectations, that would be a slow death of self. Yet these girls at ecstatic at the opportunity to prove that physical attraction is more important than actually knowing and respecting your future partner. Perhaps they are right, since the liason they are after is exceedingly temporary. When the duration of the encounter is one night only, to be followed by at least a week of recriminations and gossiping friends...perhaps the physical is the only quality to persue...at least then you may have some bragging rights.
To those girls, I wish good hunting. To the males in this town, I wish good luck...hiding!
Monday, July 18, 2005
Procrastinator's Creed
1. I believe that if anything is worth doing, it would have been done
already.
2. I shall never move quickly, except to avoid more work or find excuses.
3. I will never put off until tomorrow, what I can forget about forever.
4. I shall meet all of my deadlines directly in proportion to the amount
of bodily injury I could expect to receive from missing them.
5. I firmly believe that tomorrow holds the possibility for new
technologies, astounding discoveries, and a reprieve from my obligations.
6. I truly believe that all deadlines are unreasonable regardless of the
amount of time given.
infinitesimally small, is not exactly zero.
change my mind.
10. I shall always begin, start, initiate, take the first step, and/or
write the first word, when I get around to it.
task to be done, the more insignificant the work that must be done prior
to beginning the greater task.
wait/plan/plan.
13. I will never rush into a job without a lifetime of consideration.